A page from my life....
We spoke like we knew each other and in a nutshell I can say she comes out as someone intelligent and smart. We connected instantaneously and she spoke as if she knew me and was willing to be my protector, for I come out as an individual who is submissive with a weak heart. She was willing to be my protector, experience life with me and talk out our differences, know my past and was willing to take on the challenge to live with me!
But I failed and I let her down, last we spoke, I heard her cry and that now echos in my ears. I broke someones heart and made them lose faith in themselves and most importantly- Love! Have I made a mistake, looks like. I told her things were moving too fast and that I was not prepared unless I was sure that she is the one. But she accepted me for what I was, maybe I wanted more off her- then why did I let her go, why?
And now, I'm dejected and feel insecure about everything that happens around me, she has left an impression and I'm left with four sided walls of loneliness within me. On one side there is a broken heart and on the other, a heart that doesn't deserve true love! A big mistake, learn to understand emotions and not the people, life happens once in which we make mistakes, but if your decision haunts you, it's a mistake by YOU!
Just Amazed Me In Everything!
We spoke like we knew each other and in a nutshell I can say she comes out as someone intelligent and smart. We connected instantaneously and she spoke as if she knew me and was willing to be my protector, for I come out as an individual who is submissive with a weak heart. She was willing to be my protector, experience life with me and talk out our differences, know my past and was willing to take on the challenge to live with me!
But I failed and I let her down, last we spoke, I heard her cry and that now echos in my ears. I broke someones heart and made them lose faith in themselves and most importantly- Love! Have I made a mistake, looks like. I told her things were moving too fast and that I was not prepared unless I was sure that she is the one. But she accepted me for what I was, maybe I wanted more off her- then why did I let her go, why?
And now, I'm dejected and feel insecure about everything that happens around me, she has left an impression and I'm left with four sided walls of loneliness within me. On one side there is a broken heart and on the other, a heart that doesn't deserve true love! A big mistake, learn to understand emotions and not the people, life happens once in which we make mistakes, but if your decision haunts you, it's a mistake by YOU!
Just Amazed Me In Everything!
